I stand to develop a deeper reason for standing that merely having a repertoire of cool feelings.
I stand to have a profound connection to universal energy.  To the energy we want to conserve in all our challenges right now as a species. 
I stand so that I will have a deep well of resources, which will make it easier for me to risk being loving.  And that will give me something to give to others. 
I stand so that I will be driven by the primal joys of life, not the fears.  I stand so that I will recognize real anxiety when I feel it and sift out all the deluded anxieties conditioned into me by a dysfunctional upbringing and society. 
I stand because i want to change my body and my brain.
I stand to change my world and hopefully the world.
But I also stand to honour stability and conservation and slow careful change. 
I stand so that I will better know what needs to be changed, and what needs to be conserved. 
I stand to that I can participate in the world discussion of those things. 
I stand to have a more profound, more rooted, more stable sense of being in the world.  I stand to help to experience that and then to help others find it.
