This getting chi to flow into the rest of my day turns out to be harder than I expected. It all seemed to easy. Spend a few minutes connecting with chi everytime I feel the urge to do mindless net surfing.
But the will the mindless netsurf if strong in me. Or more specifically, the will to write entertaining, but ultimately unsubstantial blogs for Salon is pretty strong in me. The urge for validation is strong in me. And it makes it hard to stick with a practice that doesn't usually get validation from society.
I wonder. I wonder if there is a place where I could get the validation I need for this. I've said it before, but I think it's true now. I need a teacher.
