Monday, March 8, 2010

Finishing

I'm coming towards my goal, and I feel myself tempted to undermine my efforts. Cutting my meditation shorter. Starting to think of other things I might do in this morning time (morning pages.)

This is a typical pattern for me. I don't bring the project to its completion, and then I don't really feel the rewards and the energy that comes from achieving a goal. Instead of petering out though. I'm going to really put some energy into making this last month one that's filled with good oxytocin highs. Just the earlier dawn is making this cycle feel like a flourishing one. I'm also going to try to draw the energy from this completed project into the beginning of my next blog project. Getting the damn house clean.