Day 2 of a self-directed retreat.
Life keeps interrupting, so I'm struggling to stay motivated. Doing short times many times, dropping effort, dropping into timeless knowing. Keeping in mind parts of Tsoknyi Rinpoche's book, Fearless Simplicity:
I'm letting my mind get distracted, but then I just let Rigpa take the wheel. Going back to the knowing that I don't own.
I get these little moments of emptiness and I rest in them, like micro doses. I wonder if they will get longer.
Later, after listening to Michael Taft's podcast with Dan Brown, I had a sustained full feeling of awakening, a sense of how spacious rigpa really can be.
I am coming home.
