This week when I hear that persistent question what do I want more than anything in the world the answer is automatic: love.
Maybe as a result of this answer I've been re-establishing connections with old, and important friends. By mistake I ended up at Maggie's place on Friday, thinking she had a party. Ended up going out for Indian dinner, and now I'm back in the loop. Invited to Taco Tuesdays, which I can't afford right now. But it's nice to know that I can go.
Then yesterday I went to my first Tergar mini-retreat since JOY3. It was lovely. I feel clearer, stronger, and Minjur re-affirmed something I've been feeling for a while. This energy that I'm feeling in my navel is an energy of transformation.
All of these communities, for me, are supports for love. People I can love. People who will love me. I can build stability around this love.
It's not that love is dependent on externals. It's that love is interdependent, the play between the internal and the external.
