I end my year with a digital de-clutter.
This is largely about un-hooking from streaming. I'm tired of all that video content pinballing around in my head. I'm tired of my head. What would it feel like to be happy? More and more I see it as the ability to just rest in wellbeing. Stop the constant search for drama.
Once I unhook, I will have to be with my aversion. That tight cable of tension that runs through my heart, my forehead, down to my belly. What would it be like to let go?
I sit here on day 1. The only news of the day, the tightness that holds me to the past.
