I've always felt a connection to some kind of spiritual power. Ever since I was young and throughout some pretty empty times I've felt more connected to this power than I often do to people. Or at least groups of people.
I'm coming to the conclusion that I'm probably not much of a party person. I like the food, and I like the laughter, but still I don't usually feel nurtured by these encounters. And I don't usually feel that I'm doing much for others by keeping the conversation going, pleasant as it might be.
What if I were to put my energy this year into what I care about most, what's out there? What I can feel out in the universe. What would I lose, really?
